:'((

dear hero :]

I regret what I have just done so far, although I can not understand what my fault until you like this .
many questions for you, but I did not know at any time will I ask .
it wants to send a message to you but I'm afraid to disrupt your life again.
I honestly do not want to be like this, I wanted to like the old days, back when we first met and became friends .

when can we meet again? when can I see your smile ? when you say 'I love you' anymore ? I can hear you when you speak 'mami, papi sayang mami' ? when I could hear your voice again? when I can joke with you again? when we can watch together again ?

if I can reset the time to be the same again ? whether you can be like what I know first ? what I could become the first in your heart again ?
One thing, if you can love me anymore ?

I'm sick of all this, I wanted to end my life if I remember all that.
yaa I know this is the best weather, but I could not go through this.
Ohh God, give me a clue!