wanna say goodbye to 2010 and say hello to 2011 :D

2010 yaa aaaaa 2010 , I will miss and always remember all that is in the year 2010. so many memories, laughter and tears in 2010 :))

* i have HIM, you are love of my life, thank you for everything. Thank you for 3months, 10.01.10 until 01.05.10. you've been in my heart, and I hope forever ♥
* i have bestfriends who are very amazing, I'll never forget the moments with you guys, nary twixy gold and there will always be in my heart . when we dance together, hang out together, joking and laughing together, shopping together, entered the BP's room, fighting, skipping together, swim together, substantially all of us together and hold even though it's not. but I love you guys :D
* i have 8.3 , the crazier class ! we learn together, nosy to PLH's teacher, made ms.Santi angry and don't want to teach us back in class, dissect frogs and birds and then bury it, do something crazy together in class in everywhere, fight just because of the appreciation class at kartini's day . cried all the time with you 8.3, now I'll leave the junior high school, I would cry because I'm definitely very very very long for 8.3 :*
* I have a family that I don't like. they suck! and as I do not think any of them, my dad likes playing favorites and very selfish. My brothers are all annoying. aaaaaaa! Sometimes I feel if I hate them -.-
* I love myself. maybe this year a lot of memories yaa same people who really loved me, I get someone who really loved me today. I was getting very concerned older brother figure to me, but now he's changed, I don't know what to do, let yaaah was I did not care.This year I'm so wasteful! AAAAA no no! from the time I birthdays, study tour to Bandung and Yogyakarta, shopping with my friends, shopping with dad, and for much else :D and certainly I love him and I'll try to wait until the promise of Stay ♥


2011 ohh 2011 , why did you come very fast ?! I hope everything goes according to what I want.
I hope to concentrate for the National Examination and pass, the school increased my value, didn't have many problems, not many tears are falling, not upset continues, have a lot of money, into high school that I want, have a new friend, if possible I want to back with him but would not be possible, my mom can recover !!! essentially all of the positives!
hope 2011 is better than in 2010. too many memories in 2010 and I'll never forget. I believe in you God, I believe that my prayer will be granted. God please always protect me and especially my mom later in 2011. thanks to all of you who've made me smile and fill my days during the year 2010 that's so amazing, and thanks a lot God for everything. byebye 2010, hello 2011 <3 <3

this is my FREAKIN' HOLIDAY !

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gw stres !
bagi raport, ketemu guru kayak tai banci banyak bacot hih najis !
caper banget ke bokap , ngmng yang macem-macem , hellooo~ ngiri bukan lo sama gw ?
ngiri gara-gara KUKU GW DI NAIL ART terus PUNYA BLACKBERRY ? kok ribet amat idup lo ? ckck geli~
tryout pertama ngga lulus -> BODO AMAT HAHAHAHAHA ! di raport juga cuma merah satu - math aaaaa dan gw kudu ngulang bulan januari shit -.-


okey liburan gw dimulai ...
nothing special ah apaan cba, bokap pelit bsanya ngajak ribut doang, ngga ada temen jalan, mau nginep dirumah sodara ngga bsa, natalan berasa kayak hari sabtu biasa, dan mungkin taun baru bakal kayak malem-malem biasanya -________- suram banget sih idup gw ?!!! kapan gw bsa bebas ?!! mau nntn bola bareng dirumah tamara aja ngga boleh, kapan gw dapet kesenengan sendiri ? kapan gw bsa kebebas dari kekangan rumah ?!
bukannya diajak keluar kota ato keluar negri, ini malah di suru okut lomba foto (?) hello wtf banget sih ih, di btm pula hoek alay kabeh tah dalemnya ! ke btm aja sebenernya gw terpaksa banget tapi akhirnya ngga jd ikutan dong ƪ(ˇ▼ˇ)¬ hahahahaha
dirumah juga kerjaan gw cma tdur - mandi - makan - denger lagu - nntn , udah itu doang -__- cba aja dikompi ada the sims, gw tongkrongin deh ! sedih ngga sih huuaaaaaa -.-

pengen cepet-cepet masuk sekolah ? hih OGAH ! najis teuing ketemu tu guru , liatin aja , masuk sekolah jangan harep gw bae baein tu guru siap-siap aja ngeliat tampang nyolot gw tiap hari HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D makanya jangan banyak bacot :D
gyn nnti udah mulai tambahan, tryout lagi dan lagi heuh .
tau ah ._____.

ih ih ih pengen pergi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohiyaaa ! masa tgl 23 jan nanti gw disuru ikutan lomba modeling ? hello wtf again ?! aaaaaa di btm juga, banyak alay ih najis !
tau ah suram liburan gw, smwnya ancur ! D: D:

i need more high heels ! aaaa

ohmy ! sooo preety the high heels :D

happy happy or sad ? hmm --"

This is just like you who once were, although not completely as before. thanks God you have returned him yaa I know what my position yesterday. we are often told, told about what we know as long as we have never shared before. sometimes he talked about his girlfriend, well I know about it and I understand, truly understand.
I could feel how he's feeling to me and I know what the feeling is limited. hmm only brosist, sister. but it doesn't matter really. I'm very very very glad he was there when I needed.

God must know, from the first my feelings have never changed one bit. I continue to hope and wait, if you want to know yaa lek, each one of you disappear suddenly or no news. I'm worried, badmood, appeared negative feelings, confused, upset, scared. I fear for you like yesterday, leaving me, as I don't care anymore. but the poorer the only negative feeling I just yaaah yes hopefully you didn't like yesterday again.

but .. because my fault, you ANGRY AGAIN. do you know? when you say 'don't know de, I have a headache' and straight off, I cried, I'm afraid very very afraid we are going to split. I call you but don't you lift while you have no pulse. I was confused and I wait until tomorrow. and finally! you forgive me! happy happy happy but your attitude is still like mad, I understand why.

I love you, really really. please, keep so what I want, still be the first that I know, who love me. I want you to be mine again but I know how the situation is now and I will still wait for you, stay on your promise ya :)